Wednesday, September 30, 2009

spm trial

this year very important to me because spm will decide my future...
my school trial paper did not use state paper ....
however, after raya they decided to use stste paper as our gempur test...
well, other school already took the state paper so we'll easily get the questions paper...
but... i realize that i couldn't read through the paper...
i don't know why actually but everyone already know what will coming out except for me...
am i stupid????
and i felt dissapointed with one of my friend...
i never thought that she will treat me like this... she even hoped that i will failed in all my exam....
i really want her to be my best friend.....
but... why she can bahave good in front of me and in my back, she just can told everyona that i am a stupid???
yup...maybe she was right... i'm a stupid....
i just want to tell myself... from now on,don't try to get closer to anyone because they might harm me anytime......