recently i m doing my internship(in hospital of course)...so far so good,,,not big deal n its juz left another 2 weeks to reach my one month holiday,,,wow,,time passing so fast~ soon i m going to next semester n enter my final year~(gan jiong)hahaha
a rilakkuma handphone hanger,,a love's note,,,n the most i like is the gift box,,,well,,i think it is quite expensive though,,,,but yet,,i m wondering y she know i likes horoscopes...hahahaha,,,say thnx to her,,she really know me very well~^^
but,,still something bad had happened,,i m really sick on it!!!i juz dun understnd y the god treat us like this,,,,she is juz recover from her illness n came out from ward after three days stayed there,, n now waitng for the blood's report,,i praying that she will juz find,,,
another fren,,in the same hospital,,staying there ady 3 weeks,,,n juz yesterday he transfer to private n done his secong operation with his lung,,,i still dunno yet how he is,,,,but its quite worrying me n my fren,,,
the most most thng that make me so so so sad is,,my best childhoods fren,,,that day her boyfren suddenly called me,,telling me that she is suffering from stomach cancer!!!!!phase 3!!i m juz cant believe that!!!y this will happen on her!!!n summore she dun wan tell me this as she should let me know 2 months ago!!!!!!
that day i went um hospital to see her,,n she give up to continue her treatment..i juz dunno how to express the feeling..i know,,that is so painful,,n it is thousands time more than wat i can imagine!!i really know!!but we all here rite??u r still young!!!!not now for u to go!!!!u r not leaving us here juz like that!!!u r everythng for ur family,,,for dylan!!n for me!!! for us!!we had passed through so many times,,,from penang until here!!!it is not easy to become a frens that more than 15 years!!we were fren since we r child,,
do u know how sad was i when i knew that u r trying to cover ur thngs from me???how dare u do this to me?? u know wat,,,that day i really dunno how to face u,,i really scare,,so so so so so scare!!i scare to c ur face,,scare to c how u suffering frm that,,i juz so scare,,,n i dunno wat else i can do other than crying,,the whole day in office i dunno wat i had done,,,i know it is useless to cry,,but i juz cant stop,,,when i c u at that time,,i ran out,,rmb??bcoz u r crying!!i juz hope that u will continue ur treatment,,!!!if u want i can go there everyday!!juz to company u,,!!i juz begging u!!!continue!!it is hard!!! i know,,but juz try to be strong!! dylan,,ting ting,,christ,,jeniffer,,fatin,, mimi,,z,,n me!! we r all here,,
we just all here!!!!for u!!!i cant do anythng for u,,so i can juz support u frm my heart,,my soul,,ok???can u juz promise me??? i need ur words!!!!n juz try to be strong,,we love u!!always n always,,
n i need to thnx someone,,which u r say yes to all my unreasonable favor( not really all unreasonable,rite??)fetchng me here n there,,n bring me away from the place i dun wan to go,,,it is not easy...really i m so appreciate it all,,,although we r coming frm 2 different worlds,,but still u treat me as ur sister...n so,,when one day u meet one gurl which she will company u in the rest of ur life,,i juz hoping that at the end of the day,,u wouldnt forget me,,,,,,,,,=) u ad gave me ur words!!i marked it down deep inside my heart,,hahahaha,,anyway,,,i love u all!!!really,,it is not easy for us to come until these days~n now,,we r still gathering together always,,we r still joking,,we r still fightng nonsense,,we r family!!!!!!!
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