Chinese New Year

well.... i arrived penang(hometown) yesterday night...so bored actually... i can't even bbq or have fun with my friend in kl....
really felt bored here... because i not really reconize my relative in here since i not living here...
so anyway...will be back by tomorrow....

stupid photo...made by friends...

spm

tomorrow is first day of spm...of course is scary but i still have to face it....funny right???

till now i still cannot imagine that the person that will sit for the exam is me... really cannot believe it....... i take 12 subject for this exam... actually i am a bit regret to take biology but what to do???? i already register for it......tomorrow is the exam and what can i do now is just study, study and study.....

before i get the result i already can target it....

at least i'll failed in 2 papers...of course one of it is biology....but never mind... i won't take science subject anymore i guess....

maybe account or business is more suitable for me.......

anyway...the most important now is focus on my spm.....

pray that i won't get any accident or fall sick in this "war"...

results

i really feel very sad....
this time my trial's result very worst....
don't know la...maybe because my effort on it still not enough(i guess)
bm....phy...che....sej....mat....am...bio...moral...all very very worst....
i think i can know what will i get for gempur test this time....
for applying matrikulasi, i decide to choose account....
don't know this decision is right or wrong....
because my favourite subject is physics...
but eveyone said that account is more stable...
maybe they scared that i cannot encounter the lesson in the future...
but i am still thinking whether need to change my mind or not....

spm trial

this year very important to me because spm will decide my future...
my school trial paper did not use state paper ....
however, after raya they decided to use stste paper as our gempur test...
well, other school already took the state paper so we'll easily get the questions paper...
but... i realize that i couldn't read through the paper...
i don't know why actually but everyone already know what will coming out except for me...
am i stupid????
and i felt dissapointed with one of my friend...
i never thought that she will treat me like this... she even hoped that i will failed in all my exam....
i really want her to be my best friend.....
but... why she can bahave good in front of me and in my back, she just can told everyona that i am a stupid???
yup...maybe she was right... i'm a stupid....
i just want to tell myself... from now on,don't try to get closer to anyone because they might harm me anytime......

灾难预感力超强星座、

對於未知的事物，每個人都有不同的感受力。一般來說，水相星座感受性強，直覺力也強，土相星座重視實體物質，對於神秘未知現象也缺乏感應……那麼12星座的預感能力排行又如何呢？

【預感能力老是失靈的星座】
金牛座：這些星座老是失靈，是因為他們是屬於比較務實的那一種；像金牛座的人，他會去考慮到很多現實狀況，那只要另外一半安慰的功夫做足了，他就會覺得算了，不要想這麼多，所以即便有靈感，也常常被他自己給熄滅了。

處女座：處女座的人，他是屬於非常實事求是的，平常他也總是在吐糟別人，所以就算有一天他自己有直覺，他也不好意思說出來。天秤座：天秤座的人是屬於那一種理智和分析能力太強了的人，他們凡事都會先告訴自己不能情緒化，一定要先觀察、先分析，然後他相信分析的資料，而不相信自己的直覺，他覺得相信直覺是危險。

摩羯座：摩羯座的人是屬於那一種不是靈感型的，所以你會發現很多摩羯座對修行很感興趣，因為他很羨慕那種靈感，畢竟以他的個性來說，他就是很務實，他覺得如果不透過修行而得來的靈感，太危險了。

【有時靈、有時不靈的星座】
白羊座：這類型的人為什麼他們有時靈、有時不靈呢？其實白羊座的人是屬於那一種當他有靈感的時候，也要看有沒有其他事吸引了他的注意力，如果他的吸引力被別的事情吸引去的時候，他就會忘記剛剛有感覺的事情。

雙子座：雙子座的人是屬於主觀太強，所以當雙子座認定一件事情，他也會去故意忽略掉他的靈感，但是如果雙子座對這件事情很客觀，他的靈感就很強。

巨蟹座：那巨蟹座則是屬於科學派，他們就是比較相信資料，所以儘管他本身靈感直覺是強的，但是他會告訴自己再觀察久一點。

水瓶座：水瓶座的人是屬於訊息分析型的，他們的靈感其實來自客觀環境的訊息，譬如說他不知不覺把很多人講的話兜在一起，然後兜出了一個第六感來，所以他的第六感要強，首先資料要多才行。

【預感能力超靈的星座】
獅子座（直覺非常強）：獅子座因為他感受性太強了，所以他能夠感受到別人的情緒，而別人的情緒會引動他的靈感，所以通常他可以一眼看穿旁邊的人正在為什麼事情而苦惱，其實獅子座這個星座的人不要看他表面上好象很樂天知命，其實他們的靈魂還滿辛苦的，所以他們很懂得別人的苦，儘管只是對方的一個情緒反應，他就可以感受到。

射手座：射手座的直覺和靈感其實連他自己也不知道為什麼能有這麼強烈，不過射手座很痛苦，因為他們並不想要這樣的直覺。

天蠍座：那至於天蠍座是天生有偵探的本領，然後聯想能力非常強，你可以說他的第六感是來自于他的聰明，或者是來自於他本質上不太相信別人說出來的話的這種特質，所以任何事情他都會去探討你的背後動機，也因此他討論出來的準確度會特別的高。

雙魚座：雙魚座的人是屬於身上的每一個細胞都有感覺，所以他的第六感是讓他應用在生活上，反而是一些旁邊的人可以反過來觀察雙魚座，若是連他們都不太在意的人了，你也不用太在意了。